The most insidious fantasy I have is to go back and relive my life knowing what I know now from some earlier point in time… which is really just wishing for the ability to see the future and be a better version of yourself now without actually having to do any of the work.
It’s insidious because it drives me towards wanting to blow shit up and start over every time something doesn’t go absolutely perfectly. It’s one of those things that seems harmless but really isn’t.