So I thought for a while whether I was going to start this thread, but I think some people might be interested.
Let me spoil the outcome: I lost my party`s primary. I do realize that this thread is basically an exercise in self-doxxing and I am okay with people knowing who I am. I still do not want this thread to come up in google searches about me or my hometown, so if you are curious and think you have guessed my identity, please do not post about it ITT, but I will confirm whether your guess is correct via PM.
So anyway: I ran in my party`s primary for a seat in our state legistlature. Germany has 16 federal states and there are close to a 140 members of the unicameral state parlamient. The majority is voted for by a first-past-the post system in 87 districts, but the rest are divided among parties proportional to the number of votes each party gets (standard system in Germany).
Parties have closed primaries where only the party members or delegates can vote. In my disctrict a delegate system was used, and of the 55 delegates I received 25 votes. The winner got 29 and one delegate abstained. There were originally three canidates in the race, but the thirs one withdrew from the race two weeks before the convention.
What motivated me to run for office: I have longtime experience with local volunteer politics. I have held local party offices for the last 26 years. I have been a member of my city legislature for five years now, where I am the deuputy mayor and a member of the county legistlature since last fall (all of these are (almost) non-paid positions). In Germany the federal states are in charge of the school system and as a teacher and parent I felt that I could have offered my experience to that field of politics.
How was my experience? First of all, running for office is harder than most people expect. Depending on what other people think about you for your personal/ professional success is stressfull. I knew that I was the outsider in the race going in, as I am from the smallest of three communities in the district, but still the experience was stressfull. We had five debates with party members and I have to say that even though I have held volunteer positions before, I have gained new respect for politicians. You have to be able to formulate a position on basically any topic. It is not really surprising to me, that so many politicians sound like they are bs-ing a lot of the time, as they most certainly have to, if it is not on a topic they have to be briefed upon.
Do I regret running and losing? Not really. I have always been interested in politics, obviously and it was always my strength to analyze. I have improved my people-skills and especially my public speaking skills a lot. One should expect, that a teacher is used to speak in front of groups of people, but there is a huge difference between managing a class and giving a 15-minute talk to a crowd of a hundred people.
What differences between Amercian and German politics do I see. First off all the fact that our primary is closed and only for a rather small number of party members, made it a lot easier to run for office. There are 100,000 people in the district, but had zero expenses (well apart from driving to the debates and the convention), which definitely seems better.
As we have multiple parties in Germany there is also far less polarization than in the US. All three candidates could be called center-left considering the German political spectrum.
So feel free to ask any questions you might have or share your own experience of running for office.